The Creative Blogger Award with Missy?!

Hello and welcome to the  lalaland.. Uhm, what? That was random? :O

Okay so I have apparently been nominated for an award that goes around 😉 I guess most of us have or will get this one at one point, but what the hell, if someone pokes me, I shall of course write out a little something.

So it is The Creative Blogger Award, what it is, what it’s for, where it started, I have no idea. I guess it’s just something that’s wandering around blogs, as an intensive to make blog posts, link and send people around to different blogs, making a community thing.


I was nominated by Aeternus Gaming aka Sandrian. I am not exactly sure when or how I came onto Sandrian’s blog, one day we were just following each other I guess? Sandrian’s blog consists of a lot of gaming posts, a passion for FFXIV and WoW (same as me), with some bits of real life things and other small games. I thank theeee for the nomination yo!!

So this award comes with a few rules, as always.

  • Thank the person that nominated you and share a link back to their blog :), I think I can now check that bit of!
  • Post 5 facts about yourself – damn, what shall I ever share that I have not shared yet?
  • Nominate 15-20 people for this award – hahaha no, sorry, not gonna happen. I shall try 2!
  • Let the people you nominated know, that you have nominated them – no problemo!
  • Post the rules so everyone will understand what to do –  You get it right? Follow dem steps gais’n’gurls.

On to the facts – Damn…!

  1. I am afraid of the dark, because of this I hate going to sleep alone. After the lights are out it’s hard to get out of the bed if I need water or go to the loo. I will sprint to the kitchen/bathroom, feeling something horrific might be chase me. I make up things in my mind that there are demons or aliens (lol?) hiding behind every corner or just standing there watching me.
  2. I have a huge crush on my Guild Leader in WoW.
  3. I seem to love cooking shows, recently I have been watching a ton of them – Like Masterchef Austraila etc. I also seem to really like Catfish on MTV…
  4. I don’t have many friends, and I have figured out, that I really don’t want many either. I am good with a few good or just a single one. I have family for everything I need.
  5. I am weird. Oh you already knew that? 😛 I communicate a lot with weird facial expressions and noises. Me an my brother snap-chat every day, and we always make each other crack up in laughter cause we are so damn “special”.

Nominations, that is a hard one. I am not sure who has gotten this nomination, but I am sensing a lot. Since I have been a bad blogger and bad reader these last few months because of a busy life, I hope the persons I nominate have not gotten it. Chances are, they have.

I know Phil aka LankyBrit haven’t posted in a while, not the blog I have on my list anyhow but I am going to try anyways. Here is his blog – Phil’s Gaming and More

Xannie at 7 Days a Week, here ya go hunny, have fun ^^,

I miss you!

I was kind of moody yesterday, I think it was the fact that I started to miss my dog again, like crazy! I’m so used to going over to him, hugging and kissing him when I am a bit moody and frustrated, I realized that I couldn’t do that yesterday when I got a bit upset.

I miss that big ball of fur. I miss his snoring , his drooling, his damn fur swirling around everywhere.


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Guess it’s Christmas!

Hey! Hope you all are well and dandy, ready to celebrate and all!

I already started yesterday. Growing up with divorced parents we used to celebrate at 23th and 24th and I guess we just never stopped.

So I was at my dad’s yesterday, ate some food, had some cookies, opened some prezzies!

We stayed until almost 10, when we decided to go home. It was nice to see the familiy again, but I was kind of sad when I sat my ass down in the car on the way home.

I tried making a cheerful xmas vlog for you all, but my mask just got blown off in the wind.

So, I wasn’t quite happy in my vlog, and it kinda emberesses me. But I made it, and if I am going to vlog, I guess I have to show off all my sides. So, don’t watch this if you expect super happy xmas vlog 😛

But I do wish everyone a Merry Christmas! Don’t mind my self pity moment. Not my finest hour.

Ill make up for it in the next vlog I make. I just think I needed to vent a bit, to get it out of my system 🙂


What is love? Lamest title ever written.

This is going to be an incredibly private conversation with myself, but I feel I need to ask myself some questions and see if I can’t come up with some answers.

I’ve been having a lot of thoughts as to how a relationship should or shouldn’t’ be. What kind of relationship you ask? Well the private relationship between you and your partner.

What should we expect to have in this kind of relationship, what is important, what is not? What makes them work in the long run..

There is no magical answer to this, we all have different expectations, wishes and wants. But the society, movies, magazines tells us the magical answer. It has to have lots of sparks, adventure and spontaneity.  If the spark isn’t there, you have to hurry up and get it back before doom happens. But is this really true?



I find that the key to a relationship must be based on a good and solid friendship and communication, to be able to make each other laugh, without that, you will have nothing to build on when or if the passion vanishes.


Most likely the passion drifts away slowly but surely, that doesn’t have to be the case for all. But I have never been in a relationship where the desire has been constant along with a friendship. It doesn’t have to be hard to get some desire towards a person, but keeping it might be a whole other deal.

How important is this lust, passion, this drive towards your partner? Is this something that is needed to keep the relationship going? Or is it okay to end up as friends?

The honeymoon phase will always end, and turn into love. But I am unsure, what is love? Is it the friendship, the wish you have to make your partner a happy person? Being able to have the same interests? Accepting the other persons flaws? Or is it the desire towards your selected one. Or does it have to be all of them?

We all want to be desired, and be wanted both as a friend and in the more intimate sense, but is it realistic in the long run that it will be like that till the end of time?

I don’t know, I guess this is something we all have to decide for our self, what is the most important thing for you to become happy, to make your partner happy.

But I do wish that the desire to be close to another person would be there forever, cause I think that it is something that everyone needs, but not everyone is able to get, either because emotional walls or because the feeling is just not there.

What is important to you in a long going relationship?